i am tired of being told how to live my life. do this. do that. be this. be that. go to school to be a doctor and make good money, well thats not what i want. idk what i want, honestly. im tired of being pushed, and the pressure to be perfect. make straight A’s. hit the ball out the park everytime. catch that ball. dont do this. be friends with her. dont date him. well how about you shut the fuck up. im living this life, not yall. i dont wanna grow up. i only have three more years to be a kid, it seems like such a long time, but damn, time sure does fly. ive moved all of my life. i love my friends. ive settled down, i dont wanna leave them, for the third time. this is who i grew up with. i love my bestfriend gabbie, shes always there for me. stop taking me away from the people i love most. and growing up without a father, gosh damn, its hard. i just want a normal life. i want someone to take me fishing, hunting, get muddy, and stay on the islands for a weekend with friends. i want a father. many of you say you hate yours, be glad you even have one in your life. they love you, i can promise you that. now, with all this being said, dont get me wrong. i LOVE my life, my mom as done her best to take care of me and give me what i wanted. and has pushed me to do my best and made me be the person i am today. i am grateful for my life and the things i have. im grateful for a mom who busts her ass everyday for her daughters to have the best life possible. but sometimes i just want a break.. thats it.

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You broke her heart. Do you know how many times she told herself that she needs to be stronger? She’s been putting smile on her face though tears keeps on falling. She keeps on telling herself that she’s fine though deep within, she knows she’s not. If you only knew how she wanted to be with you all this time. If you only knew how hard it is for her to get over your memories. If you only knew how many times she’d cried. If you only knew how she stalk your profile just to check if you found somebody new. It breaks her heart a little bit more each day. Do you know that she always listen to music that could hopefully heal her heart and to make her stronger? She pretends to be fine when she’s not. Do you have any idea how you made her feel all this pain and hurt? Each and every day of her life carrying these feelings makes her feel sad. If you only knew what she’d been through… I hope you know what you’re doing to her all this time.

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